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 Hello, little blog of mine. Missed me? >///<

Ehem, so this time, I am going to talk about Puella Magi Madoka Magica! (Kyaah~!) I know that the anime is probably widely-known all over the Net, but I never had the chance to watch it, you see.. So, there was this one time I went to a CD outlet to buy anime DVDs (of course, what did you expect?), and I found the DVD. I was like, *gasp* Madoka Magica, I found you! Of course I’d buy it. It costs about 20 Ringgit Malaysia (RM), you see. That’s quite expensive, for a 14-year-old like me. But, I have money left from Hari 
Raya Aidilfitri so I used the money to buy something I like. (It’s definitely worth it)

Kaname Madoka character design


So, the story rounds around Kaname Madoka, a normal girl with a normal life. Best friends, a happy family and a first-year school life. However, everything changed after she had a weird dream about a girl fighting a horrendous evil. The next day, she found the same girl attending her class as a transfer student. After a while, the transfer student – Akemi Homura – warned her of trying to change herself. She told her that if she tries to become someone else, she will lose everything dear to her.

 Kaname Madoka and her best friend, Miki Sayaka was chosen by a small, ferret-like looking animal named Kyuubey to be magical girls! Kyuubey explained to them, that he can grant any wish desired by the two. However, in return, the both of them will have to form a contract with him and become magical girls to fight witches. Tomoe Mami, their senior who had contracted with Kyuubey, explained it in a much more easier way. “In return of that wish, you will have to risk your lives.” Well, I have to say that is one of the things I like about animes with fantasy genres. They always have, “in return, you will have to..” Even in mangas! Because, in one fact, when you use magic – for good, or evil nonetheless – you will have to pay the price.

Like, The Magic of Chocolate by Mizuho Rino, or Hell Girl. But, yeah. I’ll talk about that later. Anyways~ I’m not going to tell you the ending of the anime, (because that would be a spoiler..right?) but let me give you a hint. Madoka hesitated a lot before she decided to be a magical girl, but in the end she made a wish you could never expect. I had chills running down my spine when she spoke out her wish. As for the shocking truth, Akemi Homura had done something really admirable all the time. And in the end, you will see a spectacular Madoka in a beautiful dress. If I’m not mistaken it’s called Ultimate Madoka. Kufufu~ >w<

Ultimate Madoka design

 About the design~ hmm, this artist has a rare type of anime drawing. It looks like chibi, but it’s not. Also, I would like to note out the look at the eyes. They always have that zig-zag line, so it’s quite attractive in one way. As for the magical girl design, I am soo~ impressed. They’re always so pretty. Especially Madoka’s. She has a Lolita style dress! (Kidding!) The design is well fitting for each character, to put it simply.

setting of the story was probably a little further in the future. I say that because the equipment of the school, and the furniture, and the school design were really futuristic, but other places – such as the abandoned building, the park and the sidewalks - were just normal-looking. That’s why. But, the school design is really pretty. And, Madoka’s house as well! So, very lovely. I want a school AND a house like that.
So, that’s it for now. I’ll see you later!

Hello, everyone! As the title says, this post would be a review on Ano hi Mita Hana no Namae wa Bokutachi ha Mada Shiranai! Yes. It’s too long isn’t it? It is simply called ‘Ano Hana’. By the way, the long title means ‘We still don’t know the name of that flower we saw that day’, and ‘Ano Hana’ just meant, ‘That Flower’. I borrowed it from a junior, which is in Form 1 (that’s 7th grade) since she had too much anime DVDs.



 I don’t know much about this story. Plus, I’ve never even heard about it. It’s popular, but it’s unknown.. Got it? Ah, whatever. It just meant people don’t talk about it much in the Net. So, that’s how I don’t know about it. I asked my best friend’s sister about it, and she said the story was magnificent. Truly worth-watching, and all. And I was.. “Hmm.. I’ll give it a try.”

 The anime consists of 13 episodes all in all. The character design is quite modest, too. They basically wore either school uniforms, or casual clothes. In this story, the characters changes clothes on a daily basis. So, it really looks normal-like. Plus, the scenes aren’t limited at one point – for example, only at school – but ranges to different places. Like, houses, building sites, shops, etc.



 The story starts off to the life of Yadomi Jinta (Japanese order). A boy who is constantly skipping school, or should I say.. not going to school at all. However, the first episode was in summer. A girl was next to him, constantly talking to him while he was playing video games. “Jintan.. Is that Building Builder..?” was her first line. Next, we found out her name was Menma. Nobody could see her except Jintan, so I got curious. I guessed she was dead – and wow, she really is. She asked Jintan to fulfill her wish, but she couldn’t find out what it is.



 Her name was Honma Meiko. Menma was her childhood name. It’s the same as Yadomi Jinta. Jintan is his childhood name. They were six of them, and they were all childhood friends. Three boys, and three girls. The boys, Jintan, Yukiatsu and Poppo. The girls, Menma, Tsuruko and Anaru. They made a secret base together, on a hill, near a river, close to a forest. However, all of them got separated after the death of Menma. The reason is because they all have their own hatred feelings. Jealousy, depression, desperation and etcetera.

 At least, they managed to be friends once more. :3 Oh yeah, one more thing. Make sure to prepare yourself a box of tissue before actually watching this. The ending is really tragic. Well, I won’t say tragic. Nothing bad happened in the end, it’s just the ending was really sad.

 Oh yes! I haven’t commented on the audio! You see, I really, really, really love the ending song of Ano Hana. It’s titled ‘Secret Base ~Kimi Ga Kureta Mono~ (10 years after ver.)’. ‘Kimi Ga Kureta Mono’ means ‘What You Gave Me.’ The original song is by ZONE (if I’m not mistaken.) but it was re-sung by the voice actress of Menma, Tsuruko and Anaru. At first, I thought it was just like normal songs. But when I listened to it over and over again, I was humming it the next day, and found out I basically fell in love with it.

 Then, I saw this Ano Hana Festival video on YouTube, and when their voice echoed throughout the stage, there’s only one thing passing through my mind. “That was gorgeous.” The vocals, the music, everything. And Menma’s voice actor is soo cute! XD She’s a little shorter than Tsuruko’s and Anaru’s voice actress too, just like in the anime!

 After googling for the English Translation of the song, I winded up in animelyrics.com and found the song. And how I was touched, reading them. The song tells the story of two friends, who got separated because of the change of schools. This one friend is singing about her other friend, who said goodbye to her “while holding back smile and tears”. And, the one who “shouted goodbye from the bottom of her heart till the very end”. And, remember the title? “What You Gave Me”, right? Well, in the song, one important line is always being repeated at the end of every chorus.

“Kimi Ga Kureta Mono”
“What You Gave Me”

“Saikou no omoide wo”
“…the best memories.”



“You have given me.. The best memories..”
Okay.. that’s that~ Bye! :’)
Righhhttt~ It's time for TOP 10 lists!
This category - VOCALOID!

10. Kaai Yuki

Though, I rarely listen to her songs.. that one time when my friend let me listen to her voice, I was startled. And to imagine, her voice was actually sampled from a middle school student..! (If I'm not mistaken)

 Anyways, her voice sounds a little bad for those who doesn't control her properly. But, I had to say - her box art was cute. Most VOCALOIDs are about 14+ in age, so it feels nice to have a little one around. Like, a little sister type character. Oh yeah, and most fans relate her to Hiyoteru Kiyama, considering him as her sensei.

Not to mention, she and her is lately, a really, really, popular pairing. Do you guys like Teacher x Student? I don't know whether to consider them wrong, or forbidden. *shrugs* By the way, why is there no more of her fanarts? I love her!

9. KAITO Shion

 Kyaahh~ Don't get me wrong! I love Kaito! And ice-cream. ^w^ I had to say Kaito's voice is deep, cool and well - a bit hot.. so.. *nosebleed* Though, since he IS the first Japanese VOCALOID followed with Meiko - his voice isn't as clear as the new VOCALOIDs, but who cares?

 Oh yeah, during his first debut at the Hatsune Miku Live Party, can you listen to the fangirl screams? I shook my head almost immediately.. and almost got myself DEAF, even if I was only watching the DVD.

So, his basic appearance is his blue hair.. and fans depict that he love ice-cream. (IDK why.) Kaito has a large number of fangirls.. trust me. Aanndd... the most famous pairings are either - KaitoxMiku or MeikoxKaito. I prefer KaitoxMiku~ XD

8. Oliver

Okay.. next is Oliver~ Well, it's rare for me to like English VOCALOIDs, but it's worth it! Oliver had a such a good voice sample. I heard that he was voiced by an English boy.. andd my favorite song of his is Dinky Dink. X3 Such a silly song, yet it made me like him.

 His appearances are practically blond hair, a sailor uniform and those bandages over his eye. He doesn't wear any footwear, if you're asking. Some mistaken him for Len, though. =3=

So, the most popular pairing is whether... YukixOliver (considering their young age) and LenxOliver (yaoi, I know. consider their appearances..) That's it!

7. SeeU

Yeaayyy~~ Korean VOCALOID..! To say the truth, I don't actually like K-Pop - but, if it's from SeeU, then I accept. I got to know that her voice was sampled by a K-Pop singer~ and.. My, it was so good, I'd die. Her voice has a little electric in it, but a few songs managed to cover most of it.

 Oh yeah, you should listen to Hide and Seek..! "Ding, Dong~"

 The most popular pairing is SeeUxMiku (considering their long hairs) or SeeUxUsee.

6. Megurine Luka
Ehhh~ forgive me for making her number 6. I love Luka's voice, for your information. And then, she's the first billingual VOCALOID as well - why would I hate her?! Anyways, her voice was mature, in my opinion and fans depict her with the big-sister type character.

 My favorite song of hers should be.. Rip=RELEASE! and for English song of hers, it'll be Secret...
 Huh..? No, no! The title is: 'Secret'...! Youtube it, fellas~

 Hmm..hmm.. I had to say, Luka has more fanboys than fangirls - chu~ <3 Let's not think -WHY. It's pretty obvious, people.

 Most popular pairings are LukaxGakupo (considering their theme colors), LukaxLen, LukaxMiku (based off the song Magnet) and lastly LukaxKaito. (considering their age)

5. Miku Hatsune

No hate intended~ Miku is cute in her way. It's just, she gained so mch popularity soo~ =3=

 Oh come on. People have their own opinions~ Anyways, I love her theme color teal. And her hair? It's pretty~ Her voiced was usually high-pitched, but the range of her voices in Miku Append really shot me. They were sounding much more.. mature. Such a soothing voice... >///<

 And the again, my favorite song of her so far would be cat's dance! "Myaiyaa....nya...nya...myaiya iya.. myaiya iya~" Using Append Vivid if I'm not mistaken.

 Most popular pairing of hers had to be MikuxKaito, MikuxLen, MikuxSeeU and MikuxLuka. One vote for MIKUXKAITOO~!

4. IA


Gosh! It's IA! XDD Okay~ IA is voiced by Lia, the person that sing most anime openings/endings. Like, for CLANNAD. I was surprised when I knew this, and I took an instant liking.

 Her voice was awesome! Very clear, and very soft. When I first heard her, I jaw-dropped. Such a nice vocal. My favorite song of hers should be - Meteor.

Most famous pairing could be IAxOliver. That's the furthest I've heard.

3. Kagamine Len

 *nosebleeds* Len.. In a boy's school uniform. *faints*. Sorry, I'm over-reacting. So, this is Len. His voice is sampled by a girl, so it sounds shota-like. That's his most famous nickname. Shota Len. (And, I'm a shotacon)

 His voice was well, boyish.. but not really deep. Like I say, SHOTA-LIKE! My favorite song of his is still - SPICE! *nosebleed more*

 Now, this one gets tricky. Len is featured as a playboy in the fangirl world, so - he dated almost all the female VOCALOIDs without missing one of them. If you're considering YAOI fandom, all male VOCALOIDs.

 Let me state. Most famous pairings - are RinxLen, MikuxLen, GumixLen and LukaxLen. There are others, but they're not too famous. Yaoi fandom - LenxKaito, LenxGakupo and LenxOliver.

 *nosebleeds*

2. GUMI Megpoid.



2nd place goes to~ Gumi Megpoid..! You know, it has been stated to this day - people agreed that she is the most realistic-sounding, clearest VOCALOID ever. In fact, I agree to that. :3

Her voice was sooo~ cute! And, god - I wish she had an append. I want Gumi appends! Please producer-san, pleaseee~! (Okay, I'm being hyper again..) My favorite song of hers, would be Coward Montblanc! An all-time favorite..!

Okay~! Possible pairings are GumixLen and GumixGumo. RinxGumi if you wish for yuri. :3

1..KAGAMINE RINNNN~!!!

 Sakura Rin~! Soo cute! Okay, now let me tell you the truth. Miku was originally my favorite VOCALOID but after after a few considering and all, this is my result.

 Firstly, Miku is too popular (no hate intended, please) so I decided to like Rin. Two, I like Rin's cute voice. Three, I'm a lolicon as well. Four, I'm in the same age as her, this year. Fifth, I love her outfit. Meh, just kidding~ I had a hard time choosing between both - really. I just had my heart on her, what can I say? Plus, her voice wasn't that clear in the first version. It was clearer in the second. And her Appends? I died listening to them. Especially, during listening to the kagamination album. The creators made a real good work. 

 Okay, my favorite songs of her cannot be listed. But I will, a little. [I], Kokoro, Meltdown, sigh, The Worst Carnival..and then.. memoria leoria.. I had to say most of them are from the kagamination album compilation. They are the best!

 Possible pairings are RinxLen and RinxKaito. RinxMiku, of you're considering yuri. I DON'T MIND TWINCEST - - - - in fanfics. XD RinxLen incoming flood~!




BYE FOR NOW~!












 Weehee~ my first anime review. So lately, I've finished watching InuXBoku SS, recommended by Noel~

  Thanks to him, I suddenly had the patience to buffer those videos just to watch them.. and all just because he requested me to. Remind me next time he had amazing persuasive skills.

  Inu X Boku SS (Secret Service) tells the story of Shirakin Ririchiyo, a girl who puts up a bold front - meaning, being rude and bold - just so that she won't get hurt. This type of personality appeared after a series of her past.

She decided to live in Maison de Ayakashi, nicknamed 'Ayakashi Kan' - a place where only those who pass the test can live in. She refused to accept the personal bodyguard service 'Secret Service', but things turned upside down when a man named Miketsukami told her that he lived solely to work for her.

  But, Inu X Boku SS isn't solely a romance anime (it is, actually..) but then again, it also travels through Ririchiyo's past, and she learns from them bit by bit - after a lot of thinking. Also, the BGM (BackGround Music) were also good. I'd buy the soundtrack CD if I had the money.

 Also, the episodes total up to 12, if I'm not mistaken - and each character had their own ending, mostly tells about things they like or just simply fitting with their emotions.

 I kinda like 'fantasy' genre, so - surprisingly, I thought there wouldn't be any in it but when there is, it just increases the love meter.

 In the end, there's a confession, Ririchiyo became sociable and managed to control her bad habit towards others. The story ended with Ririchiyo and Miketsukami saying this together :-

 "We'll be telling this story one day. The story of a long, long time"

 And they were lying together on a bed of roses. Opps.. no spoilers. Go watch it yourself. I tell you, if I live in Japan I'd be begging the producers to make a 2nd season.

I'd do an anime review of this one, too. IDOLM@STER!
  Hello, my overloaded-with-anime blog. Still, I know you readers must've been annoyed reading all my stress, problems... etc. Just, If you don't want to read, then leave it. I know, there's still people who reads this blog - so I'm happy with that all alone.

  Lately, I'm kind of upset since I have to hold back myself from texting Noel, since we both had examinations and all. If anything goes wrong, I'd ask him to pat my head.. (virtually, of course. As if we ever met.) yet, thought it didn't happen in real-life, that calmed me down, you know?

I'm an idiot, I know, I leave it to all of you to decide that - I don't care, really. So, we couldn't text for like three weeks, and.. you know it's weird to pat your own head, but I seem to do it a lot. And when I did it, it makes me miss him more!


That pic looks cute, right? Admit it, it's cute. X3 They resemble.. you know who. *cough*. Okay, that just made my day.*laughs* Hm.. do you think I should do anime reviews? I got the inspiration to do it, so, I will, later. 
Hello, again.
Haven't been blogging for a while now.. hm- I guess I started blogging when my life turns annoying and quite hectic. It's like, letting out my feelings inside.

 *sigh* Guess what? I hate myself.

 Somehow, doesn't it feel sad when one close friend said 'who are you to say that about me?'. Well, yes, I am wrong to say things about her - but the 'who are you' part..

For God's sake, I'm the friend who gives you advices, the one that still friends with you even if you ignore me, the one that cares for you when you look unwell - the one that CRIES for you when you did something BAD!!

Dang--! *cries* *slaps self* ..stop crying.

Miku Append's voice sounds really awesome!
Soft, Dark, Vivid... which one's your fav?
I'll stop this crap. *wipes tears* Going on to the good part. There's this one day, a boy told me that a guy likes me. I was like "say.. what?" = ='' Ouchie, I hate this. I have Noel already, seriously.

Plus, do I have the {onee-chan kiara}? {Kiara} means 'type'.. I guess. Because, this one girl, who I called Ten-chan~ (Her nickname was 'Tenshi' [angel]) she asked me to be her sister. Well, needless to say, I was happy - but it kept me thinking. Do I REALLY am like a good sister..?

 I'm childish too! *surprised*

 So far, I have three little sisters. At middle school, I mean. (I'm 14.. okay?) and all my {imouto} are 13. X3

Comes with Hachune Miku snowman!
 Yep, I was just sharing this Miku Append Nendoroid. Cute.. isn't it?

And here, a Yuki Miku Nendoroid.

Hmm? What's a Nendoroid? Oh! It's like these little figurines. They're like chibi figurines. Kawaii nee..?

1/6 figma are like 1/6 of a human's body size figurines, so yeah, they're 1/6 figurines.

Here's 1/6 figma of Lily and Luka! Might feature some more next time. Bye~~

Note : I don't own them. T^T

Lily's figurine looks cool~!


Woah... It's Luka!

(Update : 22/10/2017)
//bows down Please forgive past me.
She's very young in a sense;; Much cringe but so true


Long time no update, don't you think? My, my.. I sure missed writing. The whole was so busy with activities, competition and school project. Hm..? Gift Mania? Oh, I haven't told, you - have I..?

Well, I entered some competitions for last week (in school, we had this English Week) and entered 6 competitions. I won three of them, which is:

 Public Speaking - 2nd
 Poem Writing - 2nd
 Talent Time (individual category) - 1st..!

 No, I wasn't trying to brag or anything - but it was so fun..! I had the best experience ever, winning three competitions in a row. Imagine how I brought those three gifts back home... *laughs*

 Well, hard work pays off. My, my body aches all over after that week ended. Not to mention, I had to copy notes from my friends.. *sigh*

Ah... so tired. I wish I could have a some kind of relaxation right now. Hm - oh well. At least, I'd get
marks for my extra curriculum activities. (is it the right spelling?) Anyways, sorry, I didn't have much sense of humor right now. Wasn't actually in a good state.

 My body is starting to ache again. Geh~ Bye...

Bye guys..
Oho, lookie.. Rin and Len with cat ears..! *slap* .. sorry.

 Anyways, from the title you can see that I'm actually, really, really, really, really... sleepy. But, I can't go to sleep! =.= (lie) Okay, fine.. I want to go to sleep but.. *mumble* *mumble*.. I don't want to! (I'm being ridiculous, I know)

 Anyways, from the post I have before, I had to thank RR desu :) for commenting. Sorry, I didn't reply though. ^ ^'' The truth is, I got into a fight with my best friend, so - yeah. Kinda in a bad mood. Anyways, we made up. Now to think that two days more is her birthday - I wonder what I should buy for her.

 Meow, just for once I wish I have savings. T T Mou~ I can't save! The ice-cream at school was tempting..

 Anyways, have you ever wanted to dream about something? Like, you wanted to be in an anime or stuff like that. Or, you wanted to meet with your long-distance boyfriend and all those stuffs? Or, being princess. (Wait - no, I didn't mean that I want those..! *blushes*)







Ah--whatever! Oh yeah. For those who actually visited my blog, I have to ask for forgiveness from all of you~ since it's overloaded with anime pics and all that stuff.

 Geez- I like writing. Don't get annoyed by that okay. Besides, one fact is that I talk REAL fast. =w='' Sorry.

 Ah, what was I DOING?! I haven't finished my homework! O.O!
 Well- I'm sorry I can't be PERFECT. Just why is my life forcing me to be so-?! Why can't all people out there who knows me accept me the way I am? Come on! Stop joking around with me!

 I know, I KNOW! I became a real idiot in the last few days. I get angry at stuffs that I shouldn't. I messed up with a lot of people in my class, my life, my school. Like - no, I'm breaking down..

 If I could, I want to wail out - screaming to the world RECEIVE ME THE WAY I AM. I can't act anymore. The real me is revealing without me realizing it - and I will start to be hated again. I would be alone again, and I would feel that the world doesn't accept me anymore.

I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO SAY - IF YOU TELL ME TO GET FIXED, THEN YOU'RE THE ONE WHO NEEDS REPAIR.

 I'm in a bad mood. Peace. <3 
 Life is getting weirder, weirder, weirder........ weirder, weirder, weirder.

 *got all smacked up by alter ego*



 Fine, fine. Look, recently - my life is full of different changes, and it irritates me. Starting to not show any emotion while talking, acting like it's not a joke even if it's realllyyyy funny? That is DEFINITELY not me. It's just that way you know..? I feel weird changing too, but bad moods are aftering me like from every corner. There, there and there.

  It's just, *sigh*... look, when your friends got actually girly and stuff, talking about boyfriends, gossips, and stuff with the same meaning as that - I just can't catch up with it!

 I mean, no! I can't! It's the stuffs that takes time to get used too, especially when you're not good in it - like me.

 It doesn't mean that I don't understand all this girls talk and stuff, because it's mainly on boys, boys and boys..

*facepalm*

 Whatever, it's just that way. I'LL SURVIVE.
 =,= Look, seriously. I'm not good at blogging, but blogging seemed so fun that even my cat likes it. *cat sitting on computer, typing furiously* .. that? Oh, no. That's my cat using CatBook. A-ha. So, how did my blog look? I seriously love that Header, and that pic just explains..! I love sitting that way once in a while~ XD

  One more thing. See these overflowing anime pics at the left  right side of this blog? (I'm not good at telling direction. I have to use my hand to decide left and right.. *facepalm*) *clears throat* ..I spent quite a damn dang lot of time making it. What..? it looked simple? No - actually, those pics are songs. (All of them are VOCALOIDs, and Japanese though I might add other languanges, but absolutely all VOCALOIDs.)

 Okay, now, click one pic. Where does it lead you? It leads you to the video of the song~ :D The title is the title of the song, while the caption is the english translations of parts of the lyrics that will tempt you on clicking it that tells you a bit of the song.


 There~ you can enjoy those songs.. X) I'm in the process of learning but still, my internet lags so badly that it takes freakingly 20 minutes a long time to load a page. =_= I guess that's what it means 'learning takes time'. (Absolutely WRONG).

 Whatever. Might add more songs - so, you can expect it. Ja nee~~

Go nosebleed. This is the awesome Kagamine Len.

 Oh yeah. An info. So, when I checked back older posts, I think that, most of my old blog posts are freakingly simply and doesn't include that much of a detail like now. I guess, that's because IDK what I should write in here. However, it seems like lately - there are some thoughts that I'd like to share..by typing and expressing feelings in this simple blog of mine. Well, whatever.


 Okay, so.. This is one of the artworks I'd like to share. It's from the song, "Paperplane" and "Prisoner" by Kagamine Len & Rin. Both, are veryyy~~ touching songs, that it made me actually CRY over a SONG. It tells the love story of two people who are separated - by their way of life.

 The setting of the song was in the 80's, where slavery are still normal. The boy was a slave to make a train station, and was treated harshly, while the girl was the daughter of the rich man who made the boy work. Both, are separated by a high fence of sharp wires - and the time they saw each other when they were both five? They fell in love at first sight.



 The song Prisoner is from the boy's P.O.V (Point of View) And Paperplane is from the girl's P.O.V. Because of the high fence, the only way for the both of them to communicate was from writing, and flying paper planes to each other. It was all normal, and a sweet story - just until it all..

 The girl had a really.. bad sickness. It's taking away her senses day by day. Her sense of touch, hearing - but, he still wanted to see the boy badly. In her most critical state, she wrote a goodbye letter to the boy, that she will leave. The boy was confused, but the girl kept on smiling.

 The reason? She doesn't want the person she loved the most see her CRY. Then, she looked down, and walked away, trying to hold back her tears. That when the music started to get slower....

 "I'll wait for you!"

 That, is what the boy said. I bursted to tears at that point, because you get the idea that he loved her deeply, that he doesn't want her to leave. The girl wanted to look back, but she couldn't because she was crying worser than ever. She that, run away leaving the boy - crying over her.

 The climax was when - the jealousy of the girl's father started to overwhelm. He hated how his daughter loved the boy more than him. First scene, was he throwing paper planes into a dustbin - and second, ripping it of in front of the boy. The boy was outraged, punching all the guards and all ..

 The last scene, was the boy - in a prison, and it was said he was going to be beheaded. The girl heartbeat stopped and she died. The sweet ending of this song..? Both - holding hands in the other world.

 Okay~ :') That's sweet~ don't you think? 


Soooo~~~ how's life so far? Mine's okay- and fun! IDK why, but recently, I've been having so much fun that even the "shower of homeworks" had been fun to do. Well, this might sound strange, but it seems like for the first time, school seemed extra-ordinarily fun. That doesn't mean I didn't have fun schooling before, but- *laugh* yeah.

 Maybe, the difference is - this year, I'm in second class, which leaves me to not much amount of stress. I mean like - "Dang~ I forgot my homework!" "Oh? Me too!" "Oh - you're a life-saver! *hugs*"

LOL, Just kidding. Actually, it'll go - "May I borrow your Maths ex. book 1?" "May I borrow your Science Book?" "Sure!" "Sure!" *both hands book to each other smiling*

My class is freakingly fun. XD



 And then, there's my friend Aezzie, who will talk about how sweet her boyfriend is the whole day. (..the truth is, my boyfriend is sweeter that hers.. Aha!) And Syira - who's life is very complicated, it takes up a whole one hour to finish. (..but I love to hear her talk!) And Saidah, who lovessssss~ to hear me talk (..mostly about romance) And - wow, there's too much. *facepalms*

 And the couple that doesn't want to admit they like each other - Dania and Rashid. Well, that is - they're still not the official couple.. but it seems that they would look perfect for each other. Ohoho..



 And since noone's actually reading this, let me scream for the guys I rreeaallllllyyyyyyyy~~~ hate!

 Syarifuddin - I swear, I hate you right now. Yes, I liked him once, but it's love at first sight when I first entered Form 1. When I got to know he has a girlfriend, I FREAKINGLY STOP LIKING HIM, DON'T YOU GET MY IDEA..?! And he's trying to avoid me, even if I didn't bother him at all?! Look, seriously - you're NOT THE CUTEST GUY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, YOU----.. Just - seriously, I'm not that DESPERATE to chase after a GUY, and definitely, NOT ONCE, YOU.

 Next, is Izuddin. Well, I got to know THIS GUY, likes my freakingly best friend, Aezzie. Problem - he's in my BLACKLIST for making me cry ONCE - and noone in my blacklist, dates my BEST FRIEND. Aezzie has a boyfriend already - stop being DESPERATE.

 Last, is Danial Ilham. Well - i'm not sure if the person who followed this blog is in my class (haven't checked yet, OTL) .. but, heck, this guy's a PLAYER. Seriously. =,= .. and for info, he has A LOOOONGGG~~ list of dated girls - including ... some girls in our class, like damn .. Trust me, he even tried to flirt me once, that IDIOT OF A GUY. He doesn't even worth for A GIRLFRIEND. He'll just play around with their feelings, take their breath away, and filling his Jar of Hearts. (<= a song for him) .. I thought it was just rumours, but .. yeah- it's true.

 The Other Guys - they haven't actually earned my HATE, since they made me laugh sometimes too. Being notorious is okay, as long as you can use, and control it wisely. Wait, I'm not a teacher. I'm a 14-year-old student who loves talking~ and that's it.



:D Thanks for reading. Have to get ready for school, ICTL presentation.. TODAY.
 Hi again, fellow readers. Seriously, why did you add my blog? It has nothing except cute cats *cat meowing at the background* and cats getting chased by dogs *sounds of raging dogs* And adorable cats being killed! *cat meowing at high pitch*.

 No, I'm just kidding. Since when I became violent? Oh yeah, since I heard that song called 'Kagome, Kagome' in my friend's MP3 Player at school. It's about cutting people to pieces. The melody was creepy, but yet it was too catchy that you can't stop listening to it. *sound of someone wielding a knife* *flinchs*

 Well, whatever. Still, you're still reading? I tell you, my blog is full of-

Alter Ego : STOP! You idiot. Stop telling people that. You want subscribers don't you~?
Me : Well~ yeah. But-
Alter Ego : No buts, stop. And heck, you should be talking about EXHAUSTION..! Not dying cats and, violence!
Me : Yes, MOM. *rolls eyes*
Alter Ego : I am not your Mom. And mind your manners YOUNG LADY.
Me : Fine.

 The truth IS, I HAVE NOTHING TO DO.
Dream and Leaf Cherry Tree. (Hatsune Miku)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=JlUM7cOjLpY

No~~~ If you feel like you have nothing to do I SUGGEST you to hear this. It's (pardon my manners) so good! Also, try these songs as well.

UNBALANCE (Kagamine Rin)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCRcM6VhtmI

CHU! SHITE! (Kagamine Rin)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxeuerqQac8

I (Kagamine Rin)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=YZM_8U4NUCM

I'm gonna promote VOCALOID. :D
I'm foreveralone, trust me. XD
Ah, yes. Kill me now. I'm trying to get better in blogging, and get posting rather than just slacking around doing nothing.

So, it's a week school holiday because of the Chinese New Year. I practically enjoyed it except the homeworks given by the teachers, of course. Oh yes, I'm 14 this year - in eighth grade if I'm in America, but I'm not living there, I'm a proud Malaysian. ^ ^ Here, I'm in second year of high school.

 In the sixth years of my primary school, I've always been in the first class (Since I'm smart. Yeah, NO, NEVER) When I entered high school, I was accepted into a boarding school but quit because of health reasons (I had asthma *sigh*) Then, when I was in first year of high school, which is Form 1 - I was in the first class.

But in this 2012 year, I'm proudly saying I fell to the second class. Nya. *smiles like a cat*

There's nothing bad with it, all my friends are nice. (Lying, the boys are annoyingly noisy and doesn't have manners) =_='' Well, I shouted at them if they really did get so - (pleaseeee pardon my manners) noisy. Ah well, I'll live it.

Then, there's this one anime group in facebook. (But I can't state the name, It's kinda hard to type in) They, always made me feel happy. Every post made me laugh, and it's like I can tell my emotions there. A-ha, I'm just being dramatic, huh?

Also, I browsed the files in my laptop (Yes, it's called 'browsing'. My laptop is filled with unknown files) and I end deleting most of them *evil laugh* Kidding. Guess what? I found the unfinished stories I created - like a (pardon my manners again) lot! They were all good - (Nah. I'm just thinking that my imagination is running wild while I'm writing those) but MOST of them involve ROMANCE.

- I can't write anything without romance. =_= That's my weakness~ because if I did, the story turned out-(pardon my manners, I will slap myself *slaps*)

Wah.. I curse a lot? Hm.. oh yeah lastly... L-Love.. huh..Ah, should I tell this? *blushes* Well, since noone is reading my blog I guess it'll be okay..*clears throat*



Well, I used to have a profile on theOtaku.com.. There's where I post my drawings, thoughts.. stuffs like that. It's like an otaku version of DeviantArt, (Go Google It.. Yes, it's a song, I know) There's when one person added me. That person draws VOCALOID, so (pardon) yes, I love VOCALOID. I didn't know since when, but we started to PM (Private Message) each other.

Who started it, why we started it, how we started - is a mystery.

So I found out he was a guy, 16 this year. Then I was like *shrugs* But he's really nice, so I end up liking him .. A bit. Okay, a lot. *blushes* I even wondered what will happen if he likes me as well and talked about him with my best friend.. etc. etc.

Then he posted something saying that his friend made a page on facebook. So, I went there an clicked 'like'. That when I realised.. uh.. if I did that - I freaked out. The next three days, he added me on Facebook. I was trembling a bit when I clicked accept, but in my heart, something churning. Hope?

When he added me to the group I mentioned earlier, I met a lot of friends - one is a Chinese boy a year younger than me. He likes to talk to me a lot, and yes, I share all my thoughts with him. Even the fact that I liked that guy... uh. (Let's call him.. um.. Prince.) Then, the boy told me that I should confess to him...

And heck, yes I did! *shouted while blushing, and face pillows*

*hugs a pastel purple teddybear* A-And.. I found out that he likes me as well. *covers face with a teddybear* Well, we nvr met yet since he lives farther away from me. He's in the same state, but not in the same city. That's fine, right? I loved him and he loves me as well.

So, that's my story. *smiles* Keep it a secret, nee? *places finger on lips*

A world of memories... The setting sun..
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