Why are things getting complicated!?

 Well- I'm sorry I can't be PERFECT. Just why is my life forcing me to be so-?! Why can't all people out there who knows me accept me the way I am? Come on! Stop joking around with me!

 I know, I KNOW! I became a real idiot in the last few days. I get angry at stuffs that I shouldn't. I messed up with a lot of people in my class, my life, my school. Like - no, I'm breaking down..

 If I could, I want to wail out - screaming to the world RECEIVE ME THE WAY I AM. I can't act anymore. The real me is revealing without me realizing it - and I will start to be hated again. I would be alone again, and I would feel that the world doesn't accept me anymore.